Monday, September 27, 2010
SHINEDOWN
i caught a chill and its still frozen on my skin, i think about why i'm alone, by myself, no one eles to explain how far do i go? no one knows, if the end is so much better why don't we just live for ever? don't tell me i'm the last one in line, don't tell me i'm to late this time. i don't wanna live to waste another day, underneath the shadows of mistakes i'v made, cuz i feel like i'm breaking inside. i don't wanna fall and say i lost it all, cuz baby theres apart of me that hit the wall, leaveing peaces of me behind, and i feel like i'm breaking inside.
Friday, September 24, 2010
lets play it again
well, as you can probably tell, i found another 'shinedown' that i just love. have a look and listen, you might just get hooked, peace...
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Broken
'i dont wanna live to waste another day, underneath the shadows of mistakes ive made. cuz i feel i'm breaking inside. i dont wanna fall, and say i lost it all. cuz baby theres apart of me that hit the wall, leaving pieces of me behind, i feel like im breaking inside.'
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Shinedown
i love this guy! he just turns me on, and his lyrics in the songs are just as bitchin as can be! i need more, more and then some more...
The Best Band Ever
my favorite band, as of now. seems i get a favorite then run with them for awhile, then comes another. peace people...
music
well had a real tough time last night, really feeling the pain, of missing my man. music is my only way of dealing with it. matter of fact it is my only way of dealing with just about everything...peace people.
Friday, September 17, 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
music so hard to get!: the more the lights consume me
music so hard to get!: the more the lights consume me: "i feel like there's no need for conversation. id rather reveal myself in my sitiuation. the more the lights consume me i pretend to close my..."
shineing all around
the more the light shines thur me, i pretend to close my eyes, the more the dark consumes me, i pretend i'm burning bright. there;s nothing ever wrong, but nothings ever right, such a cruel contradiction. i know i crossed the line, its not easy to define, i was born to indecision. there's always something new, some path we're supposed to choose. with no particular rhyme, or reason...
Friday, September 3, 2010
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
breaking inside
i just have to post this one again, im hoping that this time iam able to get the lyrics all down. man! this song is just outta this world...especially the way i suddenly feel tonight. i thought i was going up, just to find out out that iv being let down again...i got a chill...dont tell me im the last one in line.i dont want to fall, and say i lost it all. and say theres part of me that hit the wall, leaving pieces of me behind, and i feel like im breaking inside.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
music so hard to get!: 'shed some light'
music so hard to get!: 'shed some light': "well one last song befoe i go into the night. i hope that anyone out there that might have seen these videos, enjoyed them as much as i have..."
and this and this and this....
Quotations * "Love is when the other person's happiness is more important than your own."
*“We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love.” (It's not about me: I found my perfect love already).
*"Unless your heart, your soul, and your whole being are behind every decision you make, the words from your mouth will be empty, and each action will be meaningless. Truth and confidence are the roots of happiness."
Friday, July 16, 2010
Monday, July 5, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
sisters
this one is for me and my two sisters, dana and donna. love you girls and i had a really good time with you all in south carolina. think i might just move up their next year. really. love you, your big sister marilyn.
Monday, June 14, 2010
heres a good song
lets hear a good song, this one comes from the heart. keep your eyes looking ahead and above...
mine
well that turned out good, 'for me'. 'coulda found a better guy, love you till the day i die...'comeing home to you girl' the song says, but he aint comeing home for many, many years. just keep on wishing girl.maybe you'll wish him back.
lets try one more, no video...i go on.
well then, no video, then ill look for another one. maybe ill just go find one that i already have and post it again. its been a while since iv seen and heard this one. enjoy all, besides myself.
over and over again
damn, the rain is back. what the hell am i going to do about the tears? they are falling like the rain. wish i could just say something to him, something at all. im so tired of this life of living alone.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
Friday, June 4, 2010
one for lynn
this one is for my dear friend and brother in-law, lynn dillard. enjoy lynn love you...
Thursday, June 3, 2010
so far away
so far away for far to long...my childrens father has been in prison for so many years now, i cant remmber the last time i felt real love. this song is good for my mental health...
the birds go flying
seems that most of the time i cant hardly write anymore, so ill just play alot of music instead. sometimes you just might get to know a person better, by listening to their music...well i guess i scared them, (where the music comes from) they think that iam trying to start something i guess. well im looking for some coldplay music, wish me luck. if i cannot play any of their music, then ill just change to a different tune. later world~~~~peace
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
lets start with this song
another song for our men and women fighting for this country and all of your freedom, people...
something a good friend of mine wrote
A veteran is someone, who at one point in their life, wrote a blank check payable to the United States of America for an amount up to, and including their life. That is an honor. And there are way to many people in this country today who no longer remmeber that fact...thanx chris. Thanks to you, maybe more will start now.~~~~peace. I love you.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
back to black
trying to recover from a tragic death. hopefully soon i will be able to go from black to blue...
Sunday, May 9, 2010
happy mothers day, mother
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
How did you find the energy, Mom
To do all the things you did,
To be teacher, nurse and counselor
To me, when I was a kid.
How did you do it all, Mom,
Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,
Yet find time to be a playmate,
I just can’t comprehend.
I see now it was love, Mom
That made you come whenever I'd call,
Your inexhaustible love, Mom
And I thank you for it all.I learned about love from you,
Watching your caring ways.
I learned about joy from you
In fun-filled yesterdays.
From you I learned forgiving
Of faults both big and small.
I learned what I know about living
From you, as you gave life your all.
The example you set is still with me
I'd never want any other.
I'm thankful for all that you taught me,
And I'm blessed to call you "Mother."
How did you find the energy, Mom
To do all the things you did,
To be teacher, nurse and counselor
To me, when I was a kid.
How did you do it all, Mom,
Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,
Yet find time to be a playmate,
I just can’t comprehend.
I see now it was love, Mom
That made you come whenever I'd call,
Your inexhaustible love, Mom
And I thank you for it all.I learned about love from you,
Watching your caring ways.
I learned about joy from you
In fun-filled yesterdays.
From you I learned forgiving
Of faults both big and small.
I learned what I know about living
From you, as you gave life your all.
The example you set is still with me
I'd never want any other.
I'm thankful for all that you taught me,
And I'm blessed to call you "Mother."
Saturday, May 8, 2010
friends for the night
oh i meet the most wonderful man! he is so sweet, this is so cool! it kinda reminds me of an old dave matthews song, so instead of listening to me right now, lets see if i can find that song and listen to it. if i cant find the song im looking for, then ill just pick out another one. later world...
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
blue mist
hello all, i have not been here for awhile. been feeling so low i cannot write. my world seem so full of this blue mist, i can almost swim in it. not all days are like this, just seems like its been like this alot lately. i have post traumatic stress disorder, and im also bi-polar. i have had some pretty awful things happen to me in my life. i have been on some real good meds. the past few years, and they seem to realy help. but lately there is so much drama going on around me, i cant help but feel some of it. drama, usually is a word that is not in my vocabulary most of the time. i hate it with a passion! i feel so all alone, i need someone in my life. this loneliness is going to kill me...
Sunday, April 25, 2010
mafia wars
well i dont know if any of you follow mafia wars on facebook, but iam addicted! i love having all of my friends over there. i have meet so many people and now have a few new friends. iam there every single day, i love it! tonight im going to paris. we have a few new jobs to do. which means we can obtain new things. not to mention advancing in the game. well, it will be something else to keep my mind off of other things tonight. my daughters came and brought my youngest gran-son for me to take care of for awhile. he needs to see his big brother for a few days. angle 7 and azi 4. my hands are going to be full. at least they will be full of love. im just alittle afraid that my daughter is starting to get use to this, (my taking care of the boys) i dont mind helping her out for awhile but, i cant do it for to long. for this mamma needs her time alone from the children now and then. more now than then...
everlast
i don't know why the picture on the video turned out the way it did. although i'm sure that it must have had something to do with me. i'll put in a different one, but it is the only one i have right now. i'll look for a better one later. i'll probably post a few of his videos anyhow. peace...
winds of time
well i was right about the feelings. but this time i won't let it get the best of me. still having a hard time dealing with my past. so many broken bridges and so many that have yet to be crossed. they say that time heals all wounds, i beg to differ...
Friday, April 23, 2010
slow running river
yes, this is just how i feel today. just like a slow running river. i just feel so down...i have a funny feeling that something not so good, is lingering around me somewhere. i dont know what it is, but im pretty darn sure it is there. well, guess ill just take it easy and hope that it is not going to be major. better get myself prepared, for when i get these kinda feelings, im usually right. hang on marilyn, your about to go for a ride. :( peace...
good morning sunshine
good morning sunshine, something i say to my 7yr, old grandson, when he gets up in the morning to take his bath. he has been staying with me for about a year. schools are better were i live, than where my daughter jennifer lives. jennifer 22 and hannah 21, both live in springdale, arkansaw. they spent a whole month looking for a new apartment, finally found one that they liked and then paid for it. they spent one night and went to work in the morning, then they recieved a call that their apartment had just burned down. talk about a rude way to start the day! but they are fine now, sort of. they are having to start all over again. need new this and have to have that, kind of stuff. its rather sad actually. but on the other hand, it has built their character up some. you have to learn to appreciate the smaller things in life sometimes. and i think that this has taught them that. ohhh ok, im feeling kind of low today, guess i write more later. peace...
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
its evening now
well sorry that i dont have the videos for these last two songs, their are just not any available. not that i have been able to find. and the ones i have found, really dont go along with the lyrics. but these three are my favorites. 'how good it can get', 'from the bottom of my heart' and 'god says nothing back' they are from there album 'rebel, sweetheart'. peace... for the night,
more dylan
just a few more 'wallflower' songs then tomorrow i will more that likely change geares and try another one of my favorites. i hope that no-one becomes bored with hearing my music, for this is just the begining of my blog. i plan on getting to the point were i can start writing more about myself and life in general. i have alot of things going on in my life and i suppose this is where i will be putting everything down. might become an interesting story.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
music with sight
im almost sure i have it. not completely down, but down none the less. obviously still lots more to learn. but i guess thats pretty much what i wanted when i started this project. somewhere i could go and combine the music, the pictures and part of myself together. and learn something new along the way. peace...
lets do it again
so my music turned out alright. i wanted to put in the video for that song but i only had the 'song' downloaded. still planning on applying some videos, but first im going to add another good song. the wallflowers lead singers name is jakob dylan. of course you probably already figured out, that his father is the legendary folk music singer, mr. bob dylan. grew up listening to his music also. actually, listened to many, many different artist. as youll see here soon. peace...
Monday, April 19, 2010
doctors orders
just what the doctor ordered indeed! music! i have been trying to figure out how to put in some tunes for a couple of days. now that i have done it, i cant believe how easy it turned out to be. this is the first time that i have attempted to make a blog. i have made pleanty of mistakes and have pleanty more to come im sure. one thing that i have learned along the way is, that there is a big difference between a blog and a wiki! :) peace...
so, this is the world of blogging. seems that there is so much to learn. guess i will just dive right on in and get started experimenting with different ideas i have. i want to be able to add different styles of picture art and also music videos. i like to change my pictuers around to reflect my many moods and music is a form of therapy for me. so stay tuned and lets see where all of this leads to. should be fun!
Sunday, April 18, 2010
once again
well it looks like i have my work cut out for me. there is more to it than i thought. now that im where i want to be, i think i'll try and add a video of coldplay, one of my favorites. peace...
Friday, April 16, 2010
today in my world
well here iam finally. im making a slow start of it, but hey, iv started it. ok, what to do next. i think im going to try and add some music to this. need to find the groups i joined also. maybe take a trip to the coffee shop, peace...
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