Wednesday, April 28, 2010

blue mist


hello all, i have not been here for awhile. been feeling so low i cannot write. my world seem so full of this blue mist, i can almost swim in it. not all days are like this, just seems like its been like this alot lately. i have post traumatic stress disorder, and im also bi-polar. i have had some pretty awful things happen to me in my life. i have been on some real good meds. the past few years, and they seem to realy help. but lately there is so much drama going on around me, i cant help but feel some of it. drama, usually is a word that is not in my vocabulary most of the time. i hate it with a passion! i feel so all alone, i need someone in my life. this loneliness is going to kill me...

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